14.5.08
I emo-ed again today~ (according to mel, the number of times she emo in one month is lesser than me the number of times emo-ing in one day)
Life is scary... Everything thing that someone does, there is a reason. Friends: you make them because you want to gain popularity, that person got some connections etc.. Dun tell me you make friends because you like them!! Its just another way of saying that you need make friends because of companionship nor...
There is nothing innocent about friends that u make as ur age increases. Its as though there is an inverse relationship between age and innocence. In the past, Kindergarden and Primary School : you like that person, you friend him/her. you dun like, you dun friend him/her. In secondary schools : you may not like that person but u appear as though you do, or worse you backstab that person. In JC : u appear to be best friends when in fact both of you hate each other guts.. Also, friends can just turn into enemies with one's outstandingness. Example, both of you are having 'friendly' competition for this and one of u get shortlisted/win. the other one appears to be happy for the first one but is secretly seething with anger. Wadever lar.. Human beings are so complex..
I feel like an outcast. No matter where i go, i don't seem to fit in. s28 : so many cliques, yet no place for me. PJCSB : the horror stories of politics originated from there. 4E'07 : I've accepted this but it hurts to be out. 2G'05 : I feel like an outsider some times... GESSband : was nainai gang a figment of my imagination? Seems as though only primary school i had happy memories untainted by all these lies and deceptions. Why can't anyone be who they really are???
Life is scary... Everything thing that someone does, there is a reason. Friends: you make them because you want to gain popularity, that person got some connections etc.. Dun tell me you make friends because you like them!! Its just another way of saying that you need make friends because of companionship nor...
There is nothing innocent about friends that u make as ur age increases. Its as though there is an inverse relationship between age and innocence. In the past, Kindergarden and Primary School : you like that person, you friend him/her. you dun like, you dun friend him/her. In secondary schools : you may not like that person but u appear as though you do, or worse you backstab that person. In JC : u appear to be best friends when in fact both of you hate each other guts.. Also, friends can just turn into enemies with one's outstandingness. Example, both of you are having 'friendly' competition for this and one of u get shortlisted/win. the other one appears to be happy for the first one but is secretly seething with anger. Wadever lar.. Human beings are so complex..
I feel like an outcast. No matter where i go, i don't seem to fit in. s28 : so many cliques, yet no place for me. PJCSB : the horror stories of politics originated from there. 4E'07 : I've accepted this but it hurts to be out. 2G'05 : I feel like an outsider some times... GESSband : was nainai gang a figment of my imagination? Seems as though only primary school i had happy memories untainted by all these lies and deceptions. Why can't anyone be who they really are???
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