30.1.09
Just realized i haven wished people this :
HAPPY belated 牛 YEAR!!! :D
Lol.. Anw, i should be studying instead of blogging.. CUZ i got 1 mark for my review test.. Haiz... Does it mean F480 fly away liao?? What will happen if i kena kick out of school? Plz dun kick me out, just suspend me from CCA!!! wahaha... Every cloud has a silver lining i guess?
Tomorrow going to JY hse.. YAY~! can get to see ham riy jh and jy.. ^^ Nothing much to blog about liao.. Tata..
Don't want to go school next thursday lehh... Help me think of a way to pon!!!
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HAPPY belated 牛 YEAR!!! :D
Lol.. Anw, i should be studying instead of blogging.. CUZ i got 1 mark for my review test.. Haiz... Does it mean F480 fly away liao?? What will happen if i kena kick out of school? Plz dun kick me out, just suspend me from CCA!!! wahaha... Every cloud has a silver lining i guess?
Tomorrow going to JY hse.. YAY~! can get to see ham riy jh and jy.. ^^ Nothing much to blog about liao.. Tata..
Don't want to go school next thursday lehh... Help me think of a way to pon!!!
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25.1.09
Went out with Riyanti and JiaYi yesterday.. :D Saw these bears at John Little (plaza sing).. Omg luh.. They were so big, and huggable.. ^^
My bear looked like those vampires from old chinese movies who will jump with their hands stretched in front of them.. ^^
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My bear looked like those vampires from old chinese movies who will jump with their hands stretched in front of them.. ^^
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19.1.09
Blehh.. I think got like one week never blog le?Erm.. Let's see.. Maths test is over, and i think im screwed.. Even if i don't fail physics and/or china studies in english and/or econs, i will fail maths ba?? SCREWED... The test sucked... Cuz, i studied, and when i see the paper, i blank out.. Only managed to do some parts, which will earn me what, 3 out of 18 marks? Blehh..
Thurs got physics test.. Im scared laaaa~ =( Friday even worse, my two "U" subjects - Econs and China studies on the same day.. GG la.. [Those not in jc, "U" is ungraded, whereby you score below 40 out of 100.. =.=] Yay.. Happy right? Somemore wednesday and thursday [which is another grieveance which i wan to raise] got band.. How to study?! So hor, i should be mugging now instead of typing these.. Sheesh.. Someone scold meeeeee~
And and and!! Another thing to worry about : I haven't buy my new year clothes/shoes AT ALL... And for those who still didn't realize, New Year is in like, a week? Shit sia... HOW??!!
Can someone turn back time, or give me 25 hours a day?
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13.1.09
School reopen le...I J2 le....
Review tests start le... (GP - Vocab)
Must work hard le...
Cannot play le...
Cannot live in lala land le... =[
Must wake up to the reality le...
and start mugging le...
Chinese New Year coming le...
Will have money le.... (ang pows.. Hehe..)
18 soon le...
Getting older le...
Tired le....
Wan go sleep le......
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Dedications to... (Part II - GESS other ppl)
3.1.09
Dedications to... (Part II - GESS other ppl)
GESSband : Good luck for SYF this year.. Hope that you guys will be the first batch of GESSband-its to achieve gold for SYF.. =)
Jaslyn : Pigu!!! Poyu!! Jazz!! Bonyo!! Lol.. So many names.. Last time i play tenor, you play alto. Now, i play alto, you play tenor.. Why so 巧 one ar?? I love my popo.. *shy* Hahaz... Work hard in poly, hope that you can get into CG.. READ SKIP BEAT!!! niceeeeeeeeeeeeee~! lol.. read faster........................ faster faster faster!! JazzPanda♥EmoCow
Nainai gang : Sorry for MIA-ing always.. maybe someday i will invite you guys to my house to play monopoly.. =P Till then, we play at settlers k? Or you guys prefer decoders? Hmm.. And march hols want chalet ma?? MAHJONG!! *pong!* DAIDEE!! *three brocolli..* etc etc.. Lol.. To XA - Don't always appear offline/use handphone to online.. When want to go queenstown study again?? YX - Good luck to you regarding Nicholas.. Hope that you two will stay happy together.. =) ZY - I want to eat my potato chunks!! Lets go to essential brews..
My beloved section - Timothy, Yi Xuan, Stephanie, Jaslyn, Marcus, Rain, Jia Jun, Eunice : Good luck in your further endeavors.. Wishing you guys all the best for your studies, be it N levels, O levels, A levels, or poly..
Sin Hua : 猪头! =) “还没死啊？” lol... We same school since primary 1, but until now still haven't same class before.. Dunno you are lucky or wad.. Lol... Mr brilliant pianist+flautist, study hard this year hor.. A levels leh.. very very very very important.. (soon you will be botak.. lol.. cannot imagine u without hair) AND we still haven go makan yet.. =.= From dunno when say until now liao.. Tsk tsk..
Danny Chee : Han Bao Bao!! Admit it ba.. You are hanbaobao not me.. =P good luck for A levels this year, jiayou wor.. Sorry hanbaobao, my english is not cheem enough to go write this portion that is dedicated to you into a poem.. =P That, i shall leave it to you.. Go hanbaobao!! *WHOO!!* and hor, my impression of you is not those emo type leh.. You seemed cheerful to me always.. (except for all the emo poems....) hmm..
Jeannette : Moooo!! I MISS LIT!!! T.T hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! =(( *ahem* i like keep repeating myself like that, good luck for A levels this year, study hard hor, cuz very important.. Yada yada.. Same old thing la.. I type until i sian also.. Repetition.. use it to emphasize or bring attention to right? ack.. thinking about lit again.. =(( the one and only person in GESS that took the exact same combination as me for O levels.. JeannetteMOO Goh Hui En.. Don't play basketball!! Later you grow taller how?!
Next : Dedications to... Part III
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GESSband : Good luck for SYF this year.. Hope that you guys will be the first batch of GESSband-its to achieve gold for SYF.. =)
Jaslyn : Pigu!!! Poyu!! Jazz!! Bonyo!! Lol.. So many names.. Last time i play tenor, you play alto. Now, i play alto, you play tenor.. Why so 巧 one ar?? I love my popo.. *shy* Hahaz... Work hard in poly, hope that you can get into CG.. READ SKIP BEAT!!! niceeeeeeeeeeeeee~! lol.. read faster........................ faster faster faster!! JazzPanda♥EmoCow
Nainai gang : Sorry for MIA-ing always.. maybe someday i will invite you guys to my house to play monopoly.. =P Till then, we play at settlers k? Or you guys prefer decoders? Hmm.. And march hols want chalet ma?? MAHJONG!! *pong!* DAIDEE!! *three brocolli..* etc etc.. Lol.. To XA - Don't always appear offline/use handphone to online.. When want to go queenstown study again?? YX - Good luck to you regarding Nicholas.. Hope that you two will stay happy together.. =) ZY - I want to eat my potato chunks!! Lets go to essential brews..
My beloved section - Timothy, Yi Xuan, Stephanie, Jaslyn, Marcus, Rain, Jia Jun, Eunice : Good luck in your further endeavors.. Wishing you guys all the best for your studies, be it N levels, O levels, A levels, or poly..
Sin Hua : 猪头! =) “还没死啊？” lol... We same school since primary 1, but until now still haven't same class before.. Dunno you are lucky or wad.. Lol... Mr brilliant pianist+flautist, study hard this year hor.. A levels leh.. very very very very important.. (soon you will be botak.. lol.. cannot imagine u without hair) AND we still haven go makan yet.. =.= From dunno when say until now liao.. Tsk tsk..
Danny Chee : Han Bao Bao!! Admit it ba.. You are hanbaobao not me.. =P good luck for A levels this year, jiayou wor.. Sorry hanbaobao, my english is not cheem enough to go write this portion that is dedicated to you into a poem.. =P That, i shall leave it to you.. Go hanbaobao!! *WHOO!!* and hor, my impression of you is not those emo type leh.. You seemed cheerful to me always.. (except for all the emo poems....) hmm..
Jeannette : Moooo!! I MISS LIT!!! T.T hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! =(( *ahem* i like keep repeating myself like that, good luck for A levels this year, study hard hor, cuz very important.. Yada yada.. Same old thing la.. I type until i sian also.. Repetition.. use it to emphasize or bring attention to right? ack.. thinking about lit again.. =(( the one and only person in GESS that took the exact same combination as me for O levels.. Jeannette
Next : Dedications to... Part III
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Dedications to... (Part I - 2G peeps)
2.1.09
Dedications to... (Part I - 2G peeps)
Dedications? Actually just some words that i wan to say to the following people la.. hehe..
JiaYi :Lets emo together kk? Misery loves company.. Lol.. 2009, means we know each other for 10 years liao leh!! Lets celebrate!! Whee~! by.... watching M18 shows? lol.. And I wan to go visit Leia again!! But how, if say that, feel like i copying Riy leh.. Bleah.. K, i change to, i wan to go visit Jy's turtles.. Hehe.. Creative? Anw, Jiayou for your studies k... (so that you can teach me how to use freaking photoshop...)
Riyanti : Lao po!! We married for 5 years liao... Hehe.. You also, don't emo emo k? Got emo stuff let it out, blog or tell your friends(hint - me!!!)? At most, really cannot, thengo bang walls tell your pillow/soft toy! On a happier note, we should set like, one month go makan together once.. okok?? I want to go eat Sakae sushi again!!Next time i want to try other outlets.. Hehe.. The one at NTU looks nice.. =P
Hamidah : Ello hamie!! So sad la.. My wife and daughter taller than me.. T.T *pout* I like rarely go out with you leh.. (my fault for being MIA so often!!!!) Next time we go out, watch movies k?? ( but cannot horror movie!! ROAR!! NO blood or gore also!! nononononooooooooo!! ) I prefer movies that have elements of humour in them, not horror.. *hint hint!!* Heehee.. =P
Jia Hui : Don't keep obsessing about 5566/super junior/peter/whatever-that-can-be-applied la!! Wahaha.. Now that you also got eczema, welcome to the skin-got-problem family!! Heehee.. Common advice to all those whose skin is itching : don't scratch!! cuz, 1) scratching makes it worse 2) the sound of fingernails against skin is akin to fingernails scratching a blackboard.. Gosh, the horrors.. !!! and coffee is GOOD for health
Yee Shuan : Shuaan~! May you be not so hua-chi(flower idiot) next year... Tsk!! Wish you good luck in forgetting/getting HIM... Wahaha~! When eatting, mouth don't open so big, then rubber band won't snap... =.=" lol.. ANW, must study hard next year hor.. Or else cannot imagine the conseqences...*shudder then lost in thoughts* OH!! and and and don't fall asleep when talking on the phone!!! ROARR!
Poh Gek : Gek gek gek gek gek!!!! Why you break the curse!! Waa.... *whines* *pout* *throw a tantrum* ahem.. yeah.. Same old advice from the emo-cow.. Study hard, don't emo, jiayou for A levels.. Wa.. I sound jaded luh.. But I'm very sincere here lehh... *look very very very sincere* Believe me.. I mean what i say.. Really.... ^.^V
Qian Ying : Qians....Jiayou in your studies k?? Though there may be times where you are stressed, but perservre through them until A levels k? I will always be there for you, as your listening ears.. Call me when you want to talk k?? Have faith in your abilities, believe in yourself.. Think positively.. =)
Valerie : My other daughter AKA Barney the purple dinosaur.. BRILLIANT percusionist + artist + mugger... Hey, stay enthu n happy k? You are one of the most cheerful and bubbly person that I know~! Don't think i see you emo before.. Hmm.. That's good, don't try emo-ing.. It's bad for health..
My brothers : General - I'm glad to have you guys in my life, those boring days in 2G can always be brightened by by your unlimited jokes.. those who always so emo (ET, HW, Raymond) STAY HAPPY K? or i unleash something bad onto you then you know... those who watch anime - Don't keep watching hentai la!!Ecchi is okay though.. *oops*
2G : Ohana means family.. Nobody gets left behind. I hope that we will continue to have chalets/Bbqs/outings as we grow older.. Not just til our 20s.. I hope that even when we are like, 40, 50, we will still keep in contact..
Next : Dedications to... PART II
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Dedications? Actually just some words that i wan to say to the following people la.. hehe..
JiaYi :
Riyanti : Lao po!! We married for 5 years liao... Hehe.. You also, don't emo emo k? Got emo stuff let it out, blog or tell your friends(hint - me!!!)? At most, really cannot, then
Hamidah : Ello hamie!! So sad la.. My wife and daughter taller than me.. T.T *pout* I like rarely go out with you leh.. (my fault for being MIA so often!!!!) Next time we go out, watch movies k?? ( but cannot horror movie!! ROAR!! NO blood or gore also!! nononononooooooooo!! ) I prefer movies that have elements of humour in them, not horror.. *hint hint!!* Heehee.. =P
Jia Hui : Don't keep obsessing about 5566/super junior/peter/whatever-that-can-be-applied la!! Wahaha.. Now that you also got eczema, welcome to the skin-got-problem family!! Heehee.. Common advice to all those whose skin is itching : don't scratch!! cuz, 1) scratching makes it worse 2) the sound of fingernails against skin is akin to fingernails scratching a blackboard.. Gosh, the horrors.. !!! and coffee is GOOD for health
Yee Shuan : Shuaan~! May you be not so hua-chi(flower idiot) next year... Tsk!! Wish you good luck in forgetting/getting HIM... Wahaha~! When eatting, mouth don't open so big, then rubber band won't snap... =.=" lol.. ANW, must study hard next year hor.. Or else cannot imagine the conseqences...*shudder then lost in thoughts* OH!! and and and don't fall asleep when talking on the phone!!! ROARR!
Poh Gek : Gek gek gek gek gek!!!! Why you break the curse!! Waa.... *whines* *pout* *throw a tantrum* ahem.. yeah.. Same old advice from the emo-cow.. Study hard, don't emo, jiayou for A levels.. Wa.. I sound jaded luh.. But I'm very sincere here lehh... *look very very very sincere* Believe me.. I mean what i say.. Really.... ^.^V
Qian Ying : Qians....Jiayou in your studies k?? Though there may be times where you are stressed, but perservre through them until A levels k? I will always be there for you, as your listening ears.. Call me when you want to talk k?? Have faith in your abilities, believe in yourself.. Think positively.. =)
Valerie : My other daughter AKA Barney the purple dinosaur.. BRILLIANT percusionist + artist + mugger... Hey, stay enthu n happy k? You are one of the most cheerful and bubbly person that I know~! Don't think i see you emo before.. Hmm.. That's good, don't try emo-ing.. It's bad for health..
My brothers : General - I'm glad to have you guys in my life, those boring days in 2G can always be brightened by by your unlimited jokes.. those who always so emo (ET, HW, Raymond) STAY HAPPY K? or i unleash something bad onto you then you know... those who watch anime - Don't keep watching hentai la!!
2G : Ohana means family.. Nobody gets left behind. I hope that we will continue to have chalets/Bbqs/outings as we grow older.. Not just til our 20s.. I hope that even when we are like, 40, 50, we will still keep in contact..
Next : Dedications to... PART II
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1.1.09
Start of the year, reflection on oneself, took a colour quiz.. Is it true??
Reg's Existing Situation
Dissatisfied. The need to escape continued involvement with her present circumstances makes it imperative for her to find some solution.
Reg's Stress Sources
The situation is regarded as threatening or dangerous. Outraged by the thought that she will be unable to achieve her goals and distressed at the feeling of helplessness to remedy this. Over-extended and feels beset, possibly to the point of nervous prostration.
Reg's Restrained Characteristics
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.
Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in her sex life.
Reg's Desired Objective
Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging.
Reg's Actual Problem
Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. A feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation and acute distress. Tries to escape from this by relinquishing the struggle, and by finding peaceful and restful conditions in which to recuperate in an atmosphere of affection and security.
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Reg's Existing Situation
Dissatisfied. The need to escape continued involvement with her present circumstances makes it imperative for her to find some solution.
Reg's Stress Sources
The situation is regarded as threatening or dangerous. Outraged by the thought that she will be unable to achieve her goals and distressed at the feeling of helplessness to remedy this. Over-extended and feels beset, possibly to the point of nervous prostration.
Reg's Restrained Characteristics
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.
Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in her sex life.
Reg's Desired Objective
Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging.
Reg's Actual Problem
Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. A feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation and acute distress. Tries to escape from this by relinquishing the struggle, and by finding peaceful and restful conditions in which to recuperate in an atmosphere of affection and security.
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OI.. DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE PEOPLE WHINING/EMO CRAP...
Happy New Year!!! Welcome to year 2009, WHOO HOO!!! WHEE SO HAPPY, not.
Went out with Yee Shuan, Poh Gek and Raymond in the afternoon to shop for clothes.. (Mood : was already irritated after quarrelling with someone) From 1pm to 5pm, only Yee Shuan bought something (2 t-shirts). Then we moved to vivo city, where we were graced by the presence of Jia Hui, Garrick,Eng Tuan, Choon Lian, Qian Ying, Ho Wai, Joshua, Kai Yuan, Wan Fen, and her boyfriend… Sat at the playground at the 2nd level for like, 2 hours, before deciding on going to Qian Ying’s house.. [Irritation no.1 : When I talk, nobody is listening.. Actually nobody bothers about what I say la? So next time, don’t say that I’m quiet.. Talk or no talk also no difference wad.. I talk, no one listen/say me noisy.. I dun talk, then you all say that I emo.. -.-]
Got out of vivo city, took bus to gillman heights there… Yay, visit Qian’s house.. Sadly, that wasn’t the case.. The guys wanted to see the bridge at hort. Park… K lor, bridge nia, we go see see then come down le right? NO! [Irritation no. 2 : I have a serious phobia of heights.. WHOOHOO!! *CLAP* Instead of going up and coming down the stupid bridge, they decided to go to Mt. Faber.. =.= BEST EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE : Walking among trees on a bridge, which I think is very unstable, and has like slits which lets you see that you are NOT on the ground level.. Lets go again tomorrow k?? I promise that I will hold on to Jiahui’s hand for dear life and whimper whenever I see how high I am from the ground again k?]
So, we FINALLY reached Mt. Faber… Now, my worry is, how the hell are we going down? (cuz we just climbed up this long flight of stairs.. and Jia Hui was wearing heels.. pro…) The guys (minus Eng Tuan) + Poh Gek + Qian Ying ran/walked ahead and admired the BEEE-YOUU-TEEE-FUUUL fireworks.. Whereas, me, Eng Tuan, Jia Hui, and Yee Shuan who was crawling, watched the fireworks on the road.. =.= BRIILIANT! [Irritation no. 3 : I was scared by the loud noise of the bloody fireworks + contemplating the mission of going uphill AFTER going downhill, cried.. (what a good start for a new year, tears.. but not of joy)]
Caught up with the rest of the guys, and sat down at this bridge thing(Henderson waves I think) and talked for awhile.. [Irritation no.4 : Everyone was busy checking their phone/replying SMSes while I sat there and was worried, cuz the freaking bridge was shaking, due to people walking about..and upset, cuz i didn't receive SMSes.. =.= Hate it when someone say things like, "eh... Whose number ar? this number 9******4 wish me....." Oh it's XXX(someone that you both know), but you didnt sms frm XXX Guess what? Bingo, tears rolled down from my eyes again.. =.=]
The rest of the trip is uneventful, blah blah blah.. So I am at home venting my emotions..
Yay, I abosolutely LOVE the start of 2009… HAPPY F***ING NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!!
Sheesh.. Im pissed off with the world now.. Still don’t feel good after this venting!! ARRGH!! Anw, mostly, im still the most pissed at yours truly, for being such a whiny/shallow bitch.. JUST GET OVER IT, FOR GODS SAKE! The me that is blogging now, no wonder has got no friends.. No wonder people say that I am weird.. Why will people even like you, when you are not in peace with yourself? [That, is another long blog post…… Maybe I will blog about why I hate myself/why people hate me.. Hmm..]
P.S thank you to the few people who wished me a happy new year.. Love you guys.. =) [By SMS - Mira, Rebecca, Sherilyn, Yi Xuan, Jolinne, Yanting. From the tagboard - JiaYi, Riyanti, Valerie,Jaslyn]
P.P.S Im sorry towards the nainai gang for the pang seh.. If I had known how this night had turned out, I think I would have joined you guys.. But still, it’s too late for regrets, right? What happened, had already happened.. Sigh..
Some may say that i think too much, that i'm shallow, self-obsessed, that there are much more things in the world that is sad, get a life, move on etc...To them : Let me wallow in self-pity k?
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