Happy New Year!!! Welcome to year 2009, WHOO HOO!!! WHEE SO HAPPY, not.

Went out with Yee Shuan, Poh Gek and Raymond in the afternoon to shop for clothes.. (Mood : was already irritated after quarrelling with someone) From 1pm to 5pm, only Yee Shuan bought something (2 t-shirts). Then we moved to vivo city, where we were graced by the presence of Jia Hui, Garrick,Eng Tuan, Choon Lian, Qian Ying, Ho Wai, Joshua, Kai Yuan, Wan Fen, and her boyfriend… Sat at the playground at the 2^nd level for like, 2 hours, before deciding on going to Qian Ying’s house.. [Irritation no.1 : When I talk, nobody is listening.. Actually nobody bothers about what I say la? So next time, don’t say that I’m quiet.. Talk or no talk also no difference wad.. I talk, no one listen/say me noisy.. I dun talk, then you all say that I emo.. -.-]

Got out of vivo city, took bus to gillman heights there… Yay, visit Qian’s house.. Sadly, that wasn’t the case.. The guys wanted to see the bridge at hort. Park… K lor, bridge nia, we go see see then come down le right? NO! [Irritation no. 2 : I have a serious phobia of heights.. WHOOHOO!! *CLAP* Instead of going up and coming down the stupid bridge, they decided to go to Mt. Faber.. =.= BEST EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE : Walking among trees on a bridge, which I think is very unstable, and has like slits which lets you see that you are NOT on the ground level.. Lets go again tomorrow k?? I promise that I will hold on to Jiahui’s hand for dear life and whimper whenever I see how high I am from the ground again k?]

So, we FINALLY reached Mt. Faber… Now, my worry is, how the hell are we going down? (cuz we just climbed up this long flight of stairs.. and Jia Hui was wearing heels.. pro…) The guys (minus Eng Tuan) + Poh Gek + Qian Ying ran/walked ahead and admired the BEEE-YOUU-TEEE-FUUUL fireworks.. Whereas, me, Eng Tuan, Jia Hui, and Yee Shuan who was crawling, watched the fireworks on the road.. =.= BRIILIANT! [Irritation no. 3 : I was scared by the loud noise of the bloody fireworks + contemplating the mission of going uphill AFTER going downhill, cried.. (what a good start for a new year, tears.. but not of joy)]

Caught up with the rest of the guys, and sat down at this bridge thing(Henderson waves I think) and talked for awhile.. [Irritation no.4 : Everyone was busy checking their phone/replying SMSes while I sat there and was worried, cuz the freaking bridge was shaking, due to people walking about..and upset, cuz i didn't receive SMSes.. =.= Hate it when someone say things like, "eh... Whose number ar? this number 9******4 wish me....." Oh it's XXX(someone that you both know), but you didnt sms frm XXX Guess what? Bingo, tears rolled down from my eyes again.. =.=]

The rest of the trip is uneventful, blah blah blah.. So I am at home venting my emotions..

Yay, I abosolutely LOVE the start of 2009… HAPPY F***ING NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!!

Sheesh.. Im pissed off with the world now.. Still don’t feel good after this venting!! ARRGH!! Anw, mostly, im still the most pissed at yours truly, for being such a whiny/shallow bitch.. JUST GET OVER IT, FOR GODS SAKE! The me that is blogging now, no wonder has got no friends.. No wonder people say that I am weird.. Why will people even like you, when you are not in peace with yourself? [That, is another long blog post…… Maybe I will blog about why I hate myself/why people hate me.. Hmm..]

P.S thank you to the few people who wished me a happy new year.. Love you guys.. =) [By SMS - Mira, Rebecca, Sherilyn, Yi Xuan, Jolinne, Yanting. From the tagboard - JiaYi, Riyanti, Valerie,Jaslyn]

P.P.S Im sorry towards the nainai gang for the pang seh.. If I had known how this night had turned out, I think I would have joined you guys.. But still, it’s too late for regrets, right? What happened, had already happened.. Sigh..

Labels: emo

Labels: emo